Monday, July 12, 2010

I'm Afraid of 41 Out of 70 Common Fears.


[x] The dark
[x] Staying single forever
[x] Being a parent
[x] Giving birth
[x] Being myself in front of others
[] Open spaces
[x] Closed spaces
[] Heights
[x] Black cats
[] Dogs
Total so far: 7

[] Birds
[] Fish
[] Spiders
[] Flowers or other plants
[] Being touched
[x] Fire
[x] Deep water
[x] Drowning
[x] Losing Control
[x] Embarrassment
Total so far: 12


[x] Failure
[] Success
[x] Thunder/lightning
[x] Frogs/toads
[x] My significant other's parent(s)
[] Flying in planes
[x] Mice/Rats
[x] Jumping from high places
[] Snow
[] Rain
Total so far: 18

[] Wind
[x] Cross hanging bridges
[x] Death
[] Heaven/Hell
[x] Being robbed
[x] Falling
[] Clowns
[x] Large crowds of people
[] Men
[] Women
Total so far: 23

[x] Having great responsibilities
[x] Doctors, including Dentists
[] Tornadoes
[] Hurricanes
[x] Incurable diseases
[x] Snakes
[x] Sharks
[x] Friday the 13th
[] Ghosts
[] Poverty
Total so far: 29

[] Halloween
[] School
[] Trains
[] Odd numbers
[] Even numbers
[x] Being alone
[x] Becoming blind
[x] Becoming deaf
[x] Growing up
[] Monsters under my bed
Total so far: 33

[x] Creepy noises in the night
[x] Bee stings
[x] Not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] Needles
[x] Blood
[x] Being raped
[x] Abandonment
[x] High speeds
[] Throwing up
[] Falling in love
Total so far: 41
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My Total: 41
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If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm Afraid of _ Out of 70 Common Fears".

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.

People who don’t have any are liars.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Otakuzone friends

This is a video i made last two weeks. I love everyone. I don't know if everyone saw this before so yeah. Here it is. I know it suck. First time i made something like this. Some people didn't have messages. I was rushing this. >.<




phailed poem ;-;

you've always been there for me
listening to all my whines
you have never failed to see
this need of mine

i might have been a selfish brat
but you never told me anything
i wish that you see one more thing
i love you and that is that

I first met you when i was sad
but the sight of you made me glad
i know that it meant nothing to you
i dont really know what to do
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
uhm,

phailed attempt.

very short.

no sense.

just pure boredom.

yeah..

how are you all ?

Monday, July 5, 2010

The 100 Things about me.

1. I was bored so i decided to do and steal this idea from everyone else.

2. I wrote number 2, one hour after i typed number 1.

3. I am a lie.

4. I like to lie.

5. I hate liars.

6. I hate myself.

7. Someone said i'm bipolar, i never want it.. who wants bipolarness.. ill throw it to you. it's never fun.

8. I tried to kill myself.. twice.. both phailed.

9. You probably don't know me

10. Katan knows a lot about me though.

11. I am filipino

12. I like purple.

13. i dislike cake.

14. I dont put sugar when i drink coffee.

15. I believe that rice is enough as a glucose.

16. I can't think of anything anymore.

17. I am eldest.

18. My mom is currently at Bahrain. I miss her

19. I like to draw. But i usually phail. I only copy. Not trace. Its a different thing.

20. I am scared of thunder.

21. Number 20 is most of the time not obvious.

22. 21 is because i tend to act tough when i am in front of other people.

23. I dont think i have a reason for number 22.

24. I am a complicated person.

25. I don't know a lot of things about myself.

25. I am a loner... in RL.

26. i dislike people who thinks and acts like they know when they actually don't.

27. Is my favorite number.

28. i swear and curse.. a lot.

29. The password to my OZ account is "password" youre choice to believe or not.

30. I haven't eaten decent food since saturday.

31. I am supposed to be studying yet i am on OZ.

32. I have purple glasses.

33. My vision is 300/350.

34. My bestfriend is my putple teddy bear named Renezhiel.

35. I got my teddy's name from my real name.

36. I am 16 years old.

37. I am more close to my grandparents than my parents.

38. Is because i grew up with them till i finished elementary. Then moved to my parents when i am higschool.

39. I noticed that the things i write are in random order. From emoness to random facts, and then family background.

40. I just broke my @b charcoal pencil.

41. I have 15 pencils in front of me, 2 sharpener, 2 large erasers, sketch pad, and 6 pages of printed OZ avatars.

42. I am currently doing khai's avie.

43. I redraw it because i forgot where i put the first drawing. I will scan them so the pic i took of it before is useless.

44. I have a really bad grammar.

45. I stutter when i speak english.

46. I suck at singing but i like singing.

47. My hair is looong. IT is treated that's why it appears stright. Its originally wavy.

48. I sneezed. Bless me.

49. I have anger issues. I am not calm. I easily get pissed off. I rant a lot to Renezhiel.

50. My MSN account is lelouch227@hotmail.com

51. I am in college. My country's educational system is just messed up.

52. I am often told to be mature and often mistaken as a 20 year old.

53. I am a shallow person.

54. I always type lol as "LoL" no particular reason.

55. My latest blog "Why" is 75% me.

56. I am hyper when i started writing this. Now i am not.

57. I have lots of hopes and wishes.. but i don't think that they'll come true.

58. I am a boring person.

59. I don't know how to handle conversations, normally i dont know what im talking about.

60. I am scared of ants. yes. Though they are so small.. i am really afraid of them.

61. I an selfless... yet selfish. How can that be? yeah its weird i know ;-;

62. People tells me I can change lives... yet why the heck can't i change mine?

63. Im drinking coffee... no sugar...>.>

64. i am drawing a big map of our campus.

65. I have 2 cats. Named lulu and C.C.

66. I may look like someone who easily trusts others, but no its not like that.

67. i dont know what to write anymore.

68. I write tagalog romance novels.

69. I like Math.

70. I hate the subject "Filipino".

71. I want to feel special.

72. I tend to cry when I stare at the stars and moon.

73. I always say that future is something to look out for, but i never believed in it. I always say that we have to move on from the past, but i am stucked in it. Always remembering the things that I tried to forget.

74. Therefore, I am a big hypocrite.

75. There's a cotton buds n the carpet and i am too lazy to pick it up.

76. Cyber friends have been more important for me than RL friends.

77. No one knows my "past" except me.

78. I just yawned.

79. I have been doing this since 6 hours ago.

80. I forgot dinner.

81. I am listening to "Two is Better Than One"

82. I made my one month gone blog.

83. I am multitasking with drawing the avatars.

84. I almost drank the isoprophyl alcohol last night.

85. Then, I literally slapped myself when i realized what i wqas trying to do.

86. I actually am scared of myself last night. I knew there was something wrong but i couldn't do anything.

87. I am addicted to Paramore's "Only Exception".

88. I watch anime.

89. I read manga.

90. I am Otakuzone's Chat moderator.

91. I give golds away.

92. I copy my friends' avatars.

93. Then everyone Started doing what i was doing.

94. I am now tired. Real Tired.

95. I drank Mt. Dew after the coffee. Was that bad?

96. It is raining.. again.

97. I was attacked by my migraine, like now.

98. A neighbor just came and gave out electric bill.

99. I like someone from OZ. But I gave up laready because he'll never like me back nor notice my existence.. XD

100. 5 out of those 99 things above are lies.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Yay

So here i am posting
and
creating another one
because
i forgot my first blogspot account.
So hi everyone.
This is really short
for
i dont really know
what to write.
just a hi.